Skywalker Ant Update

Hey lightworkers,

I felt it was time to post another blog for you all to share.

Life for me lately has been absolutely F**kin hardcore.

I've moved to a new place, taken up a University course, and a whole bunch of stuff has gone on.

Firstly, a lady i moved in with, turned out to be mentally unstable, and i had to retreat back to a backpacker hostel.

This was after 3 weeks of searching for a suitable place to live.

Then, i found another place to live. Very nice place by the ocean. Two weeks later, after a few wines, i decided to drive 2 mins up the road, up a steep hill, a sole road in the country. There, around a corner, were the police, waiting for me... I read high range, which is strange considering i had 5 wines in 4 hours, and they took my licence away on the spot.

It was 3 weeks until the court case. I stressed and had sleepless nights. In the end, the court case was fairly uneventful, and i copped a $400 fine, with 12 months suspension.

Not being able to drive here sucks. But, i've always managed to get into university.

As for university, i like it but i think it's a great example of how we overthink things. I'm considering changing courses to a music course next year, if i stick around.

But for now, i need work. I do not have enough money to survive at the moment, my mum is supporting me but i do not want to rely on her on a long-term basis. I have connected with quite a few people up here, mostly all older then myself (32). As much as this place is taking away, it seems to be giving back in terms of support.

Some say this place brings up peoples stuff. They come here to heal. Then they leave.

I have been getting the words 'south' to the question of where i should be. I feel drawn back to my home city, Melbourne. The place f*&^d me off, and i grew so tired of it, yet i want to go back to it. Something within me has shifted, and all this crap going on has shown me, that no matter how bad things get, all i'll always be supported.

We'll see how it goes. For now, wish me luck, love, and inner peace.

Love you.

A.