My Ascension Blog Part 3: It's the Holding

I've been guided to blog my ascension experiences, not that I think anyone really wants to read them. But if even one person finds them useful or comforting, my higher self assures me, it is worth the effort.

So I haven't created an ascension portal in my condo (props to Crystalai, she is pioneering that effort) and I don't have any special light codes that are being transmitted to me (at least not that I know of) but I am going through "stuff".

Sleeping last night was like swimming in a vortex, all night. Just spinning in a spiral of energy, around and around. This morning, all bed covers had been ripped from their moorings and were wrapped around my feet. What was that about? I'm somewhat groggy and spacey today.

I remembered something during the night, I'm not sure where I read it. That the task of the lightworker is to be able to hold a portion of the tremendous amount of energy that is flooding the planet. To receive, hold and anchor that energy. I'm receiving energy all right, but not feeling all that anchored. Although I'm no longer feeling the gravity and heaviness like I did last week, and not as bloated. Got on the scale and I've neither gained nor lost any earthly poundage. So what is different about me?

Well, I'm finding that people are reacting to me differently. I'm having a very peaceful effect on others and I catch them staring at me, with a blissed-out expression on their face. I seem to have a bit of a glow (though I did just get some highlights).

I was sending distance Reiki healing last night before I went to bed. This morning I got a note from someone on the board about creating a healing vortex. There seems to be some order in all of this.