Who am I ?

Who am I? At times I know, at times I don't
Once I was told, I was an angel, I was a God,
Sometimes I am not so sure,
Not sure who I am?

I care for you, I love you
But why is it then?
That I still hurt you!

Who am I?
I ask again,
A being of Light?
Or a devil in disguise?

The one you love?
Creation of God
or am I just not here
I want to dissapear

Who am I? I ask again
I must go far
To find myself again..

Darien