so many "coincidences" are flying at me it's becoming as common as street signs and I forget them almost as quickly as they come

it started really around January. and waned back and forth up until last week. now every day is filled with so many seeming connections it's the type of stuff that makes people question their sanity i guess. i mean, i'm struggling the tiniest bit to confront that. but i mean,... the randomness of how things keep connecting right before my eyes and ears is just astonishing. it makes me giddy mostly but I just... is it seriously *#cking happening?

i was talking to a zoo keeper the other day while watching a Moose be inexplicably nervous and worried. she was pacing and just freaked out. now something had happened as i was walking up that could've done it, but she'd been irritated for some time. anyway, that's a long story right there, the next 45 minutes were an empaths nightmare, but i learned some necessary evils. now. i very lightly decide to read some news.... one site i go to just draws me down the list of headings. i can't help but look. it's nothing really interesting to me, til I see "Zoo's opening festivities prove fatal for three elk". this is off a Swedish News In English page btw,... like, I've never seen it before, not likely to again.

So turns out what Euros call elk, are Moose. these 3 moose got soooo freaked out by the amount of people at this Zoo's grand opening, that they stressed out and died. ..... whether you believe there's a connection between those moose in anyway or not, the fact i just happened to pick up that news story is just the most recent (within the last 10 minutes i mean) of whats going on.

last week i woke up three days in a row and remembered "oh i haven't gotten in touch with so and so in a while", each day the person i thought of calls and leaves a message. hey whats up let's grab a beer.

in one day i had 5 people I had to deal with that were the epitome of the types of people i recognize has posing direct threats to my energy levels and spirituality. i brushed them all off pretty easily. but the day is unique in that... i get along with everyone, pretty much all the time. i just happened to get a cluster of the non-friendlies in a span of a few hours. hmm.

the experiences just go on and on. i think of something on the way home, walk in the door and its on the television. i want to start writing them all down but that's too much analyzing of the past man. so for now i gotta groove on it. but i m really just wondering....

...someone else out there has got to be getting this too.... like,... it's just too wild.

or am i just becoming more consciously aware of whats always there anyway? and if thats the case, then.. i guess im consciously observing the inherent connections of all "things"... or plainly, a level on oneness. either way it's fun beyond measure. and im loving it thoroughly.

thanx for reading.