A recurring dream
I loved Sunday school. There was nothing scary about Jesus at all. The stories of magic and unconditional love have stayed with me. I have rejected all that did not make me feel good inside... The tribulation > when Christians would be lifted off earth and spared the suffering during the end of the world was probably the catalyst that started the recurring dream I have had since childhood.
"Jesus is coming... this is true. He is coming in a spaceship."
There is chaos and people are dashing to a fro. No one knows exactly what is going on. Me either, all I know is I got a chance to leave, but I am, like everyone else looking for loved ones... especially my Mother. I want to find them so they can come with me. Above is a spaceship as big as a football field and just as tall.
Through the years my Mother and I have been our current ages in the dream. After my son was born he reflected his age in this dream as well. However, he has not aged in this dream since he was nine years old. ( He is now 34, and identifies with Indigo energy) )I am always holding his hand in this dream... I will not let go of him. I am determined not to lose him while I search for others.
I am able to locate everyone that matters to me... and we stand, not in the dark, but in a vibrant blue color which glitters, as though in a galaxy of stars and look above and unafraid... we wait.
I have yet to go into the spaceship we are waiting for.
This dream has kept Jesus alive in my heart and has allowed me to create my own belief system,which is rather eclectic and totally seperate from that which I was taught to.
I have adopted re-incarnation as an alternative to Heaven and Hell.
I have adopted a believe in a Universal power, that is all loving and not judgemental...rather than a God who sits on a throne, just waiting to record all misdeeds we need to answer for at our time of death, when we get either rewarded or punished for how we handled our lives.
Karma... became my rule. My judge
I never wanted to believe in the 'End of the world... and so resisted entertaining the thought.
That we are heading towards a New world, rather than the end of the world... excites me. I can look at this without fear!!! How is that for liberating?