moonlight17

moonlight17

i beleive being bi-polar is an metal atempt at descovering my true concsious aweareness...

the emotion is another way to do this as well....

action is another way of doing this...

all lead to self realization,which i think is that im here to discover
my own concsiousness,which is "i am" an individual concsiousness,among a sea of individual concsiousness...

if "i am" and "you am" and "they am"then why do i feel i have to belong
to a collective concsiousness,in mind,body,and spirit/soul inorder to get along with eachother...

why cant i be an individual concsious exspressing myself and leting others do the same???

why must i follow the "norm" to get along whether here or anywere else in creation...

there has to be rules inorder for there to be true freedom for all...but the rules must work for all,inorder for there to be an equal quality of life of for all...

freedom of expression for selfvalidation,which is what???

to be able to love others for who they are,by loving yourself for who you are...

this is the lesson i have been trying to learn...

but when poeple hurt me, poeple the stop me from feeling validated...

i want to enjoy life without validation,just living because im alive and living with others is hard if there is no axceptance for free expression of how i think...

thank you for listening to my thoughts on this blog,i hope it has helped someone besides me,and i hope to see you soon in my dream of life without validation...

-moonyblues